The Seed And The Soil

 

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The Seed and the Soil

We have perfected the art of broadcasting. This is a small experiment in remembering how to grow.

Loving Karma · May 2026

There’s an old line about teaching, usually credited to Yeats — who almost certainly never said it. The real source is Plutarch, two thousand years ago: the mind is not a vessel to be filled, but a fire to be kindled.

It names the difference between two ideas of what it means to give someone something that matters. You can pour it in — deposit it into a passive recipient — or you can light something already there, and let it grow on its own. We have built an entire culture around the pouring. Information, entertainment, inspiration: delivered to be consumed, and gone by morning. A film is the purest case — released, reviewed, streamed, forgotten. The feeling is real. It simply has nowhere to go.

But what’s true of a mind is true of a film, and of a community: you cannot fill people with it; you can only create the conditions for what’s already in them to come alive. So in May 2026, a small volunteer team tried exactly that. They took one film and treated it not as content to broadcast, but as a seed to plant — and tended the soil around it, to see what might grow.

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The film was Loving Karma — the story of Jhamtse Gatsal, a children’s community in the remote Himalayan foothills of Arunachal Pradesh, and of Lobsang Phuntsok, the monk who founded it. Lobsang was left as a newborn in a pile of dried leaves by his unmarried mother, rescued by his grandparents, and grew into an angry, lost boy who tried to end his life before he was seven. That same child is now father to hundreds of children who arrived feeling unwanted in exactly the way he once had. Jhamtse Gatsal means, in Tibetan, a garden of love and compassion.

So the metaphor that follows is not one we reached for. It belongs to the place itself — a community that for thirty years has treated abandoned and wounded children not as problems to be fixed but as seedlings to be tended, trusting the seed of goodness it believes lies in each of them, however hard the ground. To grow such a film the way the place grows its children only seemed fitting.

Most films about a place like this would be cut flowers — beautiful in the vase, wilting by week’s end. This one was treated like a seed.

The architecture was simple, and it had three movements. First, a premiere — watched together, with the filmmakers present. Then six days of quiet reflection in an online “pod,” where the film was carried not outward into commentary but inward, into people’s own lives. And finally, a closing conversation with Lobsang himself — not a cold call from scratch, but a harvest of everything the week had already grown.

More than eleven hundred people said yes, from over twenty countries. They were counsellors and social workers and ministers, a trauma psychologist, a Catholic nun, a woman who carries messages of hope to incarcerated women, people in their thirties and people in their eighties, scattered from the high Himalayas to North Dakota, Uganda, Kuwait, Vietnam, and rural France. What united them was not profession or place. It was a stubborn, quiet conviction that compassion is not a nicety but the actual heart of the matter.

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The premiere: watching together

For the first time, an entire feature film was streamed live, together, on a single call. About a hundred and fifty people watched it at the same moment — and then sat, for three full minutes, in silence.

What broke the silence was not applause but confession. I go with tears. Good tears. This film filled my heart with love and gratitude. Deeper than any words. A woman wrote that she had spent days recently beside a strikingly centered young man, and had told him he reminded her of a film she’d once loved about a Himalayan school. He had smiled and said: I am a graduate of that school.

And then both directors appeared — one from Portland, one joining from Vietnam, a small child of his own occasionally wandering into frame. They did not perform. They answered tenderly, as fathers and as witnesses. When someone asked how the filmmakers had decided to follow the little girl at the heart of the film through all her tantrums and transformations, one of them replied, simply: She cast herself. Every time there was a fight or an argument, she was at the center of it.

It was not high-definition content. It was a high-definition heart field.

And that field had been seeded with the one ingredient that lets inspiration take root instead of evaporate: other people, present at the same time, feeling the same thing, and saying so.

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The pod: carrying it inward

Then came six days — and this is where a screening became something else entirely.

Each day was built like a small doorway. A single clip lifted from the film. A short meditation on what it was pointing to. And then a question — not about the film, but about you. The themes moved like a path leading steadily inward: A Garden of Love and Compassion, and the quiet inner voice that insists a more loving way is possible. The Gift of Attention, and whether we can hold a person and their hardest behavior separately. Where the Light Enters — Rumi’s line — and the things we once longed for and never received, and what stirs when we offer them to others anyway. It Takes a Village, and the difference between a collection of individuals and a living field. Letting Life Flow, and whatever we are still gripping that no longer serves us. And finally, What Would Love Do? — the very question Lobsang lived when a mob came to kill him, now turned over gently to us.

You read. You sat with the question. You wrote. And then — this is the unusual part — strangers read what you had written, and noticed the goodness in it.

The reflections that came back were not film reviews. They were lives.

A woman in her ninth decade remembered feeling different and alone as a small child — until her younger brother was born when she was three — and wrote that she had come to see what a gift that early loneliness had been; without it, she would never have known how to treasure the love that arrived. A man who had buried his father just weeks earlier sat with the tension that had always lived between them, and arrived at a sentence he would carry: forcing anything is only good for breaking things — not for healing, or instilling trust, or caring. A volunteer firefighter remembered the village elders who had been patient with him as he fumbled his way toward being of use.

And some went further still — to the places we almost never speak of among strangers.

When the second day’s prompt asked, almost offhandedly, about a time we had been difficult to someone else, yet still received the grace of their unwavering acceptance, one person answered with the autumn, more than a decade ago, when her life simply crumbled. An ordinary October day, and then an illness that would not lift, tears that would not stop, a mind that lost its moorings. Medicines failed. A doctor joked, not unkindly, that there was no point running blood tests — she seemed allergic to life. In time she told her husband, whom she loved, that she could not go on; that she would try everything for one more year, and then it would be goodbye. And her husband did not flinch, or argue, or recite the statistics she had already memorized. He told her, quietly, that he understood she was in unbearable pain — and that he could still see her in it, not a stranger, not the ghost of who she’d been. His face was love. A few months later she sat her first ten-day silent retreat. Life changed, again.

She was not reviewing a documentary. She was living, out loud, the film’s deepest teaching — that a person in their worst moment needs to be witnessed, not fixed — and offering it to a room of people she had never met. And the room caught her. Not with advice. With hearts, and with their own stories laid down beside hers.

This happened again and again. Someone watched the little girl on screen throw her tantrums and be met, every time, with love, and felt something in herself begin to thaw: that’s the medicine. It was always the medicine. Another wrote that the film had cracked her wide open — that she saw herself in that child, recalled racing as a young girl to neighboring families to pour love into their children because there was so little of it in her own home, and realized, decades on, I was the light. She is, today, in her own garden of love and compassion: a farm, a sanctuary, mountains that ground her.

By the end, a hundred and fifty-five people had written two hundred and seventy-nine reflections, left three hundred and forty-five comments on one another’s words, and pressed heart one thousand, one hundred and thirty-two times.

There were no volunteers doing this. No moderators assigning encouragement, no community managers manufacturing warmth. It was, purely, participants turning toward one another — witnessing, blessing, recognizing. The propensity to care for each other did not have to be organized. It only had to be allowed.

An audience faces the screen. A field faces each other.

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The closing call: a harvest

By the time Lobsang joined for the final conversation, nothing had to start from zero. A week of shared depth was already in the room, and the call simply gathered it.

He was luminous and disarmingly ordinary — a man who laughs easily at himself. He had just come from an audience with the Dalai Lama, and admitted that in such moments his mind goes completely blank, every jumping thought stilled, and that this emptiness is the most peace he ever knows.

Asked who taught him to love, he pointed to his teachers — but warned us not to mistake the lesson. In Tibetan culture, he said, no one says I love you; people only borrow the phrase now from English, and it still feels strange in his mouth. A teacher can show love a thousand ways — gifts, trips, daily messages, boom, boom, boom — and none of it will land if he cannot be love. His own teacher gave him exactly one gift in all their years together, and a difficult one at that. But simply sitting beside him, even in silence, calmed everything.

“The most powerful is being love. It’s the most powerful way.”

He told the story he had asked the filmmakers to include, and which they had left out. Returning to the U.S. once, sick and broke, he was cornered by his mother — the same mother who had abandoned him — and told he must take in yet another child. He protested. She dismissed his protests, and then handed him a small savings booklet. She had opened an account for him when he was a boy in the monastery and quietly added to it, month after month, for decades. Take this, she said, for the child. For a few seconds he let himself imagine a fortune. He opened it. The balance was two thousand rupees — less than ten dollars — paid in five and ten rupees at a time, from her hard-earned money. The year he had hated her most, she had put in the most. He began to cry. That booklet, he told us, is sometimes more precious to him than the Buddha. The question, he realized, had never been whether he could forgive his mother. It had become whether he could forgive himself — for wanting love only his way, in his time, and missing the love that was there all along.

He spoke about the night a mob came to kill him, and how, after a year of prayer and reflection, the community chose what he called compassionate revenge — a revenge as opposite to the original violence as they could make it. Today the children of those very men study at Jhamtse Gatsal, and the men who once came with weapons have given the community land.

And he made a request of everyone listening. Do not stop at being moved. “Don’t watch this as entertainment, or a massage for your soul,” he said. “Try to go deeper. Ask: how does this transformation actually happen?” Love, he told us, manifests in two ordinary things — patience and attention. Children misbehaving are giving their best performance; the work is not to fix them but to stay. “Nobody can sustain this kind of work if your intention is to change other people. If your intention is to change yourself, you can do it for many lifetimes.”

The community’s own voices answered him. A biologist, who had loved every living creature since she was twelve and built a scientific career around them, spoke of losing a pregnancy and discovering, in that grief, that she wanted to be a mother — and then of realizing that her work had quietly become the killing of the very beings she loved. She gave up the career she had wanted her whole life, and never regretted it. A Catholic nun shared that among the nomadic Fulani she had worked with in Africa, when a stranger asks where they are from, they never name their origin. They answer: we are here now. “I think,” she told Lobsang, “that is the secret of your effectiveness. Wherever you are, you are there now.” Another offered that the great disease of our century is not poverty but attention deficiency — and that to give someone your attention is to give them belonging. And one woman read a poem she had written from the place the film had opened in her, ending: the wound is not where the light enters — the wound is where the light that is inside you reveals itself.

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What it left behind

When it was over, people were asked, almost in passing, if there was anything else they wished to say. Nearly every voice arrived at the same word: gratitude. They rated the experience, on average, 9.6 out of 10 — but the number is the least of it. One hundred and seventy-three people asked to stay connected with the filmmakers; ninety-eight with Jhamtse. The film’s makers wrote afterward that the collaboration had exceeded all our expectations, and that it had inspired them to raise their own game. The community’s managing director wrote that those gathered in the room afterward could not stop celebrating the beauty of what had unfolded — that it had been, simply, a gift.

But the truest measure is harder to put on a dashboard. It is the person who wrote that she had been given the chance not just to receive the experience, but to be changed by it — to feel that her life mattered, that she was, in her words, an invited guest, not just an observer. It is the person who admitted how strange and exposing it felt to show herself, unguarded, to so many strangers — and did it anyway. It is the man who, after twenty years of practice, found that watching a film and then living its question with others had turned practice into the point.

None of this was scripted. You cannot manufacture the moment a stranger’s story unlocks your own. You can only build the conditions in which it becomes possible — and then get out of the way.

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We have grown used to a particular relationship with what moves us: it is broadcast, we consume it, it stirs us, and it is gone. The attention economy is very good at the first three and entirely uninterested in the fourth.

This was something else. Call it deepcasting: not pushing a film outward to as many people as possible, but planting one story and tending the soil around it — so that relationship, reflection, and a self-sustaining community could grow from it. The film was the seed. The shared screening was the watering. The pod was the soil — quiet, dark, alive — where private depths could meet. And the closing call was the bloom that the whole week had been growing toward.

What it produced was not a bigger audience. It was a field — a brief, real web of friendship and kinship breaking out among people who, a week earlier, had been strangers. Not reach. Roots.

The inspiration of a film, left alone, fades by morning. But a seed, planted in good soil among friends, does the opposite of fade. It puts down roots. It reaches for the light. And — as a garden in the Himalayas has been quietly proving for thirty years — it can turn even the most unwanted ground into a place where love is simply done.

May whatever goodness gathered here not stay within the squares of a screen, but ripple outward — within us, between us, and beyond us.

a garden of love & compassion
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